If you haven't guessed from my previous entries- I am a night owl. I wonder if I ever will get to bed at a 'decent hour' (as my dad likes to say) in my life. I am up and extremely bored and wish-washy. I don't know what to do about something and it is making me feel really crazy. Tonight was a night when I could have just driven around in my car forever in order not to stay at home. I only circled the huge metropolis that is Brookings twice and then decided to go home. So I have been trying to bore myself to sleep for a while, but I can't do it well enough.

I will speak of my freak IM encounter today. It was a guy my age who was a dad to two kids, divorced- and he seemed alright for the first couple minutes of talking to him. Then he starts talking about how he had a vasectomy. That just blows my mind. I talked about that with a friend later and she didn't find it as shocking. But I asked him how he could do that- what if he met someone who wanted kids later on? I just find that extremely off putting to decide that's it at such a young age. Anyway his talking was getting toward the nasty side so I decide to check out his profile- and a shot of his penis greeted me. That is when I put him on my ignore list. What is it about my profile that attracts so many weirdos? I am tempted to remove my profile from yahoo- but I have met some decent people from it to. So I am torn- I guess I can always weed them out.

My cat scratched me today on the neck. I thought she punctured something because it hurt so bad. So now I look like I was mauled. It wasn't her fault though- she freaked out over something and was trying to make a dash from my arms and my throat just happened to be in the way. I just chased her from me for an hour after it happened. I don't think pointing at the scratch and saying, 'See what you did to me!' got through to her. Oh well!

I had a dream about a baby last night- it was my soon to be born niece. I had to bring her to a day care but to get there I had to traverse a jungle gym kind of thing. So I managed to hand the infant to people on the other side but then I struggled trying to get myself over. It was a very annoying dream- because I was struggling so much. Sorry my dreams are complicated to explain, so you probably are thinking I am a freak. Well, I am.

Tomorrow night is Survivor Night- it is like a date between my mother and me. We watch it together and pick it apart during the commercial breaks. It is a tradition. We have discontinued a lot of holiday traditions but yet we maintain this Survivor one. So be sure if I find it at all interesting there will be comments about the episodes and the contestants. For example if it was last season I would have been bitching about Heidi and Jenna- because they are anorexic whores and I hated them. So yay! So much to look forward to......