Day 32- I think I am going through early menopause! I am feeling a little sad and missing my friends. The reality that I won't see them for a long time is finally hitting- a week later. Not that I don't have friends still around, but all my college friends are gone. I went to SF yesterday- for no particular reason. Went to the Arts Festival thing- I don't know when I will finally get excited about the chance to buy tacky things for a house- but I dread the day. I feel like complete shit today, I only slept for about 5 hours. I woke up and I was so thirsty- probably shouldn't have drank two bottles of Arbor Mist and the various drinks after. I am in the go out mode lately though- so I guess I will have to just ride it out. I am grateful to not suffer hangovers anymore, I can drink about anything lately and still be in a fairly good mood and health the next morning.

I have watched three movies within the last 24 hours- I feel like a complete pile. I need to go out and enjoy the warmth before it is gone and take a couple of walks. I thought I had something to talk about, but I can't remember what it was.... maybe I'll remember later.