I'm Movin' Out!

I finally got to see the apartment my parents picked out on Thursday. It is two bedrooms- 475- and allows cats. I snatched it up right away. I also have new carpet, lineoleum, and a new fridge. It is nice. I think my cat will like it- she can run around and watch birds outside the patio window. Now I am contemplating packing shit. I have so much and yet it is all little trivial crap- such as beauty products and movies. I am going to be moving for the next month or so. And why did I title this entry Movin' Out- you may be asking- because I have heard the Billy Joel song about umpteen times since Thursday on the radio- so it is my theme song for well- movin' out. I had an interview at my job for a different position- actually I was hired as a substitute for a child care facility- but I have been in the same room for the majority of time I have been working there. I was filling in for a person on medical leave- and it was determined that her position was going to be open this week. I applied and was touted by the head teacher for it. If more than one person applies then there has to be interviews- and more people did apply. I think I have it though- so that means I don't have to move around from room to room every day- which I am happy about.

I finally got to stick around SF yesterday after work- my friend Vickie came up and we went out to eat with some of her high school friends- (my sort of friends) at Granite City. It was very nice I hadn't ever ate there before. We then went to Nutty's and talked for a while. By 10 I was ready to leave and I did. Some memories were brought back to me that night- and I came home ready to relax and hang out and then crash into bed. I went on the internet to check my e-mail and important news (aka entertainment). I am not a patient person- in fact my parents have a nickname of 'Miss One Note' for me. Well, I have been waiting for a person to contact me for about three and a half months- and I had given up after about a month and a half. It just so happens that this person was also involved in the stirred memories from earlier that night- and last night I talked to him again. I really don't know what to say to him. I know it is weird to say- but I am a different person than I was in the summer- I have a life- I'm not some groupie hanging on his every word. I doubt that he would know about this blog- but even if he did I don't care- I waited a long time to hear from him and that is just as friends. Frankly much of the conversation was like being a mirror- where he was talking to himself about how wonderful he is. I mean people want to talk about themselves- I understand that- but they also need to try to relate to others every once and a while. Anyway- what should have made me happy didn't. I am more confident in what I have to offer- which is a lot.

I gots to go- I get to babysit my baby niece right now- bye