Britney knows how I feel

The most dangerous thing about cell phones isn't the driving hazard or even the possibility of brain cancer, at least not in my experience. The real danger comes in learning that no one wants to talk to you. My cell phone is my only phone these days, and since it is my first time with one I still get excited on the way home from work because I forget that I have no answering machine waiting for me- sorry that probably made no sense. It's just that I realize I am truly alone, I mean I have my cat, and I am sure glad I do because I would be very lonely without her. How do I describe it...... my loneliness is killing me? Um, no, nevermind that's a Britney Spear's song. Oh well...

I got cable this Thursday morning so I don't have to rely on my DVDs. I borrowed Season 4 and 5 of Friends from my sister- and I had crazy dreams involving the New York gang- haha (I'm laughing at how lame I am). I also started watching my Back to the Future trilogy. I must say that old 'future' movies are always so strange to watch. In the 80s I fully believed that Part II would be possible by 2015. I just hope that someone invents a machine that walks a dog outside- that is always something that is shown for the 'future'.

So I am living in my new apartment. I was taking baths right away because I didn't have a shower curtain. Well earlier this week I got a rod and a curtain. I tried to take my first shower early this week- and it wasn't a pleasant experience. The highest the spray head goes is to my breasts. I almost strained my back trying to shampoo and condition my hair. I probably looked like Will Ferrell in the Elf movie when he is taking a shower in an elf-sized one. I never felt more freakish than when I was in the shower- it's not like I'm terribly tall- just 5'10!

Speaking of cable and tv. I watched Survivor last night. It was the episode where the rest of the group boots Rupert. Not that I wanted him out, but in retrospect he played the game too weirdly for my tastes. He threatened to hurt players that voted for him and acted too intimidating. It was a strategy that worked for a while, and now it's done. I'm not sure who is going to win- so it might get exciting again. I just hope that Jon doesn't win- god he's annoying. I also watched a show I have rarely caught in the last couple of years- ER. And damn I'm glad I did. They killed Romano. He was freaking out about being near the helicopter and ran down to floor level and out side to feel more secure. And wouldn't you know it- just as the helicopter takes off the wind shifts sending it crashing into the landing and over the edge of the building landing and instantly killing Romano. I liked that asshole darn it. But it was a great death.

It sucks that I don't have my internet access in SF yet- I miss it extremely. It is probably among the top three things I miss the most.