Sad news

I just talked about my grandmother in the last post and the fact that I saw her on Saturday. Well, at about 10 this morning I got a call from my mom that my grandma is not doing well health wise. I feel a little guilty, because she didn't seem sick on Saturday and now they are saying she may likely die by the end of the night. Then again, she almost did die over a year ago. In March of 2006 to be exact- I posted about it. I kind of feel like my preschool germs that I carry everywhere got her sick. There are a lot of mixed emotions that I'm trying to push down deep. The kicker is my mom is having her 55th birthday and her 36th wedding anniversary tomorrow. I have today and tomorrow off for vacation, but now it's looking like I may have to have some more days off for a funeral. My mom went up to Miller by herself and she hasn't called me back yet. I think I'm going to get serious about cleaning up my apartment, because who knows if I will serve as a hotel for a day or two. Miller is about three and a half hours away from Sioux Falls though, so probably not.

I am still in the state of 'wait and see' because my grandma is a tough old bird, she'll probably outlive a couple of her kids.

Anyway, I'm a little psyched for Heroes, if not for some distraction from reality.