She Bop-a-He Bop Canadian style

I happened to glance at the Oddly Enough news tonight and saw this article about one Canadian man's 'Dancing in the Dark' http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&ncid=757&e=1&u=/nm/20050128/od_nm/canada_indecency_dc

I guess when I masturbate I'm not standing up usually so I guess I can't get away with it- now the guy will forever be known as the guy who jerks off by his window.

I came up because I am finally going to get my car recall stuff fixed. I came up after work and as I walked into the house I see that my parents have just purchased a DVD recorder- what the fuck! Where are they getting all the money and why are they all of a sudden going gadget crazy? Anyway- I spent the majority of the night screaming at the computer because I installed my camera shit into it and it keeps making the computer shut down. I really do suck at all the fine details. I hope to not be here tomorrow night- I am definitely not going to sleep over another night. I haven't watched any movies recently so I really can't talk about that- although I have checked out 28 Days Later twice from the library and haven't watched it once. I was "sick" on Wednesday- aka I just didn't want to go to work- really bad. I may regret the decision later but I'm alright with it now.

Every time I hear a commercial for one of those speed date things or I see people doing it on TV- I feel physically sick. It is combining two stressful things for me- men and interviews. And then what if no one is interested- how crushing would it be to have no one pick you(aka me)? I don't handle rejection well at all- I want everyone to like me- at least as a friend. If I am still single at 33 maybe I'll try it..

I really must have adult ADHD- because the way I jump from thought to thought can't possibly be normal. I must get to sleep soon because I am tired- extremely tired.

Oh and if someone named Ned is reading this- I can't find your yahoo name anywhere or else I would talk to you