PMS Hell!

I am just so sick of everyone right now- especially family members. And I don't even have the excuse that I see them all the time- I have only been home for roughly eight hours and I am already preparing to head home. I have a Hulk like rage right now- and really it is completely unreasonable that I should get this mad. I don't see anyone for at least a week- perhaps longer- and they are complete assholes or bitches or in the case of my nieces brats and a crying upset baby. I just don't get it- I wanted to go to a movie with my mom tonight and I have to be reminding her of the time constantly because she is always late- and I don't like being late. Well we get in the car and she starts bitching about me telling her that it was time to go- and states half way there that she just doesn't want to go with me to the movie- but keeps driving. I wasn't going to apologize for anything so I said fine and said I don't want to go either. But she keeps driving to the theatre- and I said that I would have someone come pick me up because I didn't want to go with her and ruin a possible good movie. So she came home- I don't know what she was expecting- because it used to work(??) when I was a child to threaten to take something away but I'm an adult and I don't have to put up with her bullshit. My mother needs serious help.

I am well aware that the whole paragraph probably makes no sense to anyone but myself- sorry- but I had to get that out. I might sound a little immature and I am- but I just had to get that out. I am just at the breaking point where I want to cry but I just can't.

Other than today life has been great- probably won't be up to Brookings and thus my computer for a while. Maybe half a month or more? So take care and for all my friends- call me- I'm lonely