Drunkenness

I am not used to being drunk at all anymore. I love losing all my inhabitions- in fact I wish I was wasted so I would have the excuse of being so and doing incredibly stupid things.I could have made out with some cute college guys tonight but instead I am here talking shit to a computer about how drunk I am. I just want to start having sex is that so wrong? I have gone over 25 years not having it- so when is my turn coming huh??? I just want to meet a good guy and do it- even if I don't see myself marrying him.
So if anyone just wants to meet a good girl and fuck you can leave me application.