These Dreams

I had a dream last night and I don't remember the specifics but I do remember that I was doing drugs specifically cocaine. Of course I don't have any actual experience with doing so, and I think I based it on all the images I have seen of it. I looked it up on the dream dictionary and here is what it says about cocaine in dreams.

---To dream that you are taking cocaine, indicates that you are feeling empty and devoid of emotions. You are looking to get out of your commitments or denying your responsibilities. You lack ambition. On a more positive note, the dream may be telling you that you need to be more lively and energetic.---

I have been given new opportunities lately when it comes to work and other parts of my life. So I am choosing to see it as more of the second part of the explanation.
I have had some strange dreams lately. An earlier one- about two weeks ago- I dreamed about mice and rats.

Mice=
To see mice in your dream, symbolizes domestic problems, business loss, deceit, and insincere friends. It represents minor problems in which you are spending too much time dwelling on.

To dream that you kill a mouse, signifies that you will overcome your rivals.

Rats=
To see rats in your dream, signifies feelings of doubts, guilt and/or envy. You are having unworthy thoughts that you are keeping to yourself but are eating you up inside. Alternatively, it denotes repulsion. The dream may also be a pun on someone who is a rat.

It was more mice than rats though.

I love remembering dreams and seeing into them. I believe that you remember some of them for a reason.