Damn winter weather!

I am typing this on extremely sore and chapped hands. I wash my hands so much everyday at work that when winter hits my hands sometimes get so bad they bleed. No joke! I have quite a bit to talk about tonight. I finally accomplished something today that I have been struggling to achieve for over ten years. I should feel relieved, but I have a knot in my stomach. And since I don't feel relieved I'm getting more stressed about it and it is just a big circle of frustration.

About a week ago I decided that I was going to get myself a present to celebrate my 'acheivement' and for all the holidays in the year. I bought a new television. It is a Vizio 37 inch LCD HDTV. I have been obsessing about getting one for about two months, and if people know me they know that I am a 'Miss One Note.' So it was only a matter of time before I got it. My mother will freak out when she sees it and that is why I will not tell her how much I paid for it. I do find it sad that I am having day dreams about watching television. I'm going to see how normal cable looks on it before I decide whether or not to get digital cable. I am curious about Direct TV as well. But that is putting the cart before the horse. At first I'm going to watch some movies and shows on DVD. I'm so excited!

I should get to bed because who knows where the day will take us except buried under snow and ice. I hate winter!!