Man- I hate that

I had a huge entry all typed up, but this computer wouldn't let me publish it or save it. Probably because I swore? Anyway- it was about moving my furniture in my apartment (I constantly rearrange- it's sick I need help), having my nieces up for a sleepover(it was fun, but short), and being the errand girl in Sioux Falls for my family members in Brookings (car trouble-not mine- but it became mine). That is the short way of saying everything that I said in my last post.
Bye

Mission Impossible?

I might as well admit it- I went to Mission Impossible III last weekend- and it wasn't half bad. My niece came up Saturday and we went to the double feature of Over the Hedge and the formerly mentioned movie. They were both good movies- my niece really liked Mission Impossible and it almost made me forget crazy Cruise real life shit. Anyway- it was nice enjoying summer activities- I can't believe it is time for summer! I am at the library and it is going to storm big and bad very soon- so I better get going. But first I have to talk about something sad that happened at work today- well it actually started yesterday- a child's mother died of a brain aneurysm that she suffered while she was at work. The girl isn't in my room- but it was so sad- I am praying and thinking about her and her family. I couldn't imagine losing my mother when I was a little girl- that would be so hard.

Going to a Bachelorette party for an acquaintance

Last night I went out with girls who all probably four years younger than myself for a former co-worker's bachelorette party. I got roped into it somehow- and it started out really fun I played the happy go lucky person that I can be. I was really happy until I got insulted from a guy somewhere out of left park. I am a big girl I am not going to pretend I'm not- I don't think that I would be as funny or nice if I wasn't and on the other hand I can be a downright bitch. The situation was that I went outside to talk to my friend on my cell phone and I put my purse down on the table and there was a group of guys nearby. Before I could sit down one guy says 'Don't sit there." I said I wasn't going to and before I can say anything else he says, 'I wasn't worried about you taking someone's spot, I was worried about the chair.' A group of about 5 guys with him kind of make sounds like they can't believe he said something like that, but they didn't say anything. So that pretty much put the end to my night of fun. It just sucks- I am really nice and I can't hide my feelings at all. So did I just turn around and ignore him? Yes and no- I let him know he was an asshole, but I let the tears flow while I talked to my friend on the cell phone. I tried to not let the other people focus on that- but they saw my face after I went back in and the story spilled out. Last night was just a reminder of why I don't like to go out to bars- because people are complete assholes. I would rather be overweight and alone than skinny and in a shitty relationship with an ignorant frat boy. I really don't know why I am putting this in here- but I am so be it.

New Haircut

I got a new do- it is short and layered and I like it so far. It cut off all the black- well almost all of it. I feel like a new woman. I went home to Brookings yesterday and did some fast bonding with the nieces. We hung out at Lyons Park and had fun.

I went out and got Mucinex because I am struggling to breath lately with all the junk in my lungs. Is that how other people get started on medications- they watch a commerical featuring cartoon images of disgusting health problems??

Anyway- Gilmore Girls is still pissing me off- Survivor is still rocking- and LOST is I mean-- hello- who wasn't talking to the TV telling Ana Lucia to not give the gun to Michael ( I know I was). They got rid of both of the drunk drivers in a dramatic way though, huh? Of course we don't know that they are both dead yet- but a gun shot in the stomach is a pretty unrecoverable wound.

Okay- I have another reason not to have children- I watched the movie 'Thirteen' a couple of days ago and I never want to have a teenager- ever. Basically it is one notch above 'Kids' as far as disgusting. But not far below. I would put my child in a bubble before I let them hang out with girls like those.

Anyway- goodbye- talk later

I have a new love in my life

is it sad that it is a library? I am at Oak View or is it Oak Ridge Library? Either way I love it- it feels like my own personal library, at least in comparison to the Main Branch. I will probably spend the majority of my library time here. It is really nice- I know I shouldn't talk about how nice it is and if anything I shouldn't mention it at all, but that would be selfish. And I am very very giving. Imagine going into Barnes and Noble and being able to get a lot of books without paying- that is how it feels here- because the books and movies and everything are so shiny and new.

Just thought I would do a quick note while I was here
Bye