Confused mind

I am waiting to hear from Vickie about getting some of her things I have. She won't call me- because she is a coward. She is probably having an affair with a married man so she can't face me. It is just a CD and some pictures of her and her friends- barely any of 'my' friends- so therefore she is getting them. I have done all I can to try to reach out and be her friend- so basically I am trying to get rid of her shit I don't want anymore. It is pretty similiar to a 'break-up of a relationship. I just think that she is being the worst kind of bitch these days, and even if we were to become friends again- I could never fully trust her. You know that guys will break your heart- but when your friend does, the hurt is much deeper.

Enough of that shit- I am up because I am sort of sick and I took a sick day. I am not coming up to Brookings this weekend because I have plans with Rebekah.

I went to Anchorman the other night- it was funny but I probably wouldn't buy it. I also went to the Drive-in with my niece last weekend- we saw Princess Diaries 2 and then I stayed for The Village. I was a lot disappointed with both to be honest- the first one wasn't a big surprise- but I expected to like the Village more- but I am still contemplating the 'twist' and how the 'elders' made the community??? Still don't understand it completely- I mean I do but I don't...

A new show I love, love, love is Totally Obsessed on vh1. It is great- ya'll should check it out. I remember when VH1 sucked- they should do an reflection on that- since they have run out of decades.

Oh I have another comment- John Kerry looks like a cross between Herman Munster and a donkey. Me no likey- then again- me not really likey Bush either. Oh which one will I vote for?......

Dancing with myself

No it isn't only a song about masturbation- it describes me at Rebekah's wedding dance. I had a good time- it was a fun day- and I was determined to have a great time. I stayed up till 2- not out very late- but MN bars have last call at 12:45 AM. It feels like it was such a long time ago- but it was only a last week. Work keeps me occupied during the week. I am up to do free laundry and to sponge off my parents for a while.

I went to 'The Terminal' last weekend when I got back- and in fact I was so 'impressed' with the movie that I had to have my mother remind me just now what movie I had gone to. I like Tom Hanks but not enough to sit through that movie again. I bought some movies- Starsky and Hutch, 13 Going on 30, Reality Bites, and American (oh shit what is the last part- the one that is the comic of the guy Harvey Pekar- fuck!) is it Gothic? Anyway I like those movies so I got them. Who knows maybe I will talk more- RIP Rick James

I'm going to die alone

Hello and greetings from Minnesota!

I spent all day helping prepare the church for the wedding that takes place tomorrow. I have been running around so far like a chicken with it's head chopped off. Oh yeah and I think that Jamie's married brothers are really attractive. What is wrong with me? I am having a grand old time with Marilee (Rebekah's maid of honor) and we are bonding over being single and having a fun time- so hopefully the wedding will be a lot of fun tomorrow. Most likely won't type any more this weekend in Minnesota- but maybe up in Brookings if I go on the weekend.

Marriage and crazy family fights

I'm at Rebekah's to help with the wedding plans and decorating. The wedding is on Friday and we are going to have a busy couple of days. I'm going to be running around like a crazy person. But it will be a fun time for all. Right now there is drama going on with her and her sister. I know how that goes- I have an older sister too. I am here to calm her down and get her to the church- I hope I can do it.

Work is great and especially now since I don't have to be there tomorrow or the next day! If I don't have another opportunity to say anything tomorrow 'Happy Wedding Day Rebekah and Jamie'

Oh yeah and I went to Troy on Monday and had Mr. and Mrs. Can't Whisper or Shut up behind me. It was torturous- the husband was displaying his knowledge of the story of Helen of Troy and would talk to his wife all the time. Yaaaaaaayyyyy!